I Must Be A "Real" Artist, 'Cause I Think I Suck

Man, I scroll around and look at other people's art and think "Man, they're all out there, creating shit all the time...always pushing just a little bit..." And then there's me, floating around all over the place, rarely putting out a creative piece of anything. and I get this little stressor thing going on where I'm like "I can't be an artist if I don't make any art, can I?" I don't know. But some part of me bounces back to something my mother taugh us, back in the day when she'd check our chakras (which she'd always tell me to focus on opening my 7/8th...figures) and half the time mine would be turning in the wrong direction...she'd say that I was probably taking energy in, that sometimes that happens... So maybe I'm bouncing around in my life right now taking information, thoughts, life in and I'll be back to spitting stuff out soon enough.

Or, perhaps just like every other definition that has attempted to apply to me, I just don't quite fit into any particular outline.

12.08.2006 - 07:21

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