Lurching (Forward?)

And now that both of my hopes for the evening have been shot down I'm not sure what to do with myself. I have this irrational self-destructive urge floating around...no, not irrational, just very mis-directed. But I know it, and have no real intention to act on it. I just need a way to get all of this pent up frustration out without hurting myself. I may have to buy new weights. which will mean that on the odd occasion when MP is nearby when I'm using them she will get this tone in her voice and tell me not to over do it. I appreciate that she cares, but I'm not even straining myself right now, nor barring my dropping the weights on my foot, is there really a risk with the ammount I'm lifting right now. Need more movies to watch though. to much thinky movies on my shelf. not enough fighty violence...or...not enough of the right kind. there. that's about right.

But my lunch is packed, my uniform is ready...now all I have to do is call my father, tell him I won't be coming after all and wash my face. And hopefully Mr.J will be finished with his lawn mowing by then. Have a good night all.

20.07.2006 - 20:53

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