Five Days and Counting

It's been five days since my first shot. I think some minute things have changed, I know one thing has, but the rest I question. Am I just making changes because I want them so badly? sort of like finding a conspiracy somewhere because your mind omits some things and connects others until you have undeniable proof?

I'm going in to the Dr's today to learn how to do the shots myself. Saline into the muscle. we'll see how work goes tomorrow after this.

I keep thinking back to this documentary of a guy who had Kallman's syndrome, and had just started taking testosterone to compensate for his non-existant puberty. the dose at first was too high (or, he wasn't used to that much) but he had almost a permanent boner from it.

All I'm saying is that line in the med books that says T can cause a loss of libido? Very, very wrong.

22.06.2006 - 11:00

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