Self Abuse..?

I had a four hour nap this afternoon. I'm blaming it on my cold.

I dempt I was living in a car with the DA/MP character my mind had created in dreams before. or, well that's who I identified it as. we were living in an old yellow banana boat car like DA used to drive back in the day. It was about dusk, and we were lost in this industrial area, and got caught by this group of people who lived in this sort of junk yard/field area. I don't know what happened to the girl I was with but I ended up being stuck on my back with about three guys taking turns trying to beat the shit out of me. I got to have the crap beat out of me till the sun came up when I finally started fighting back, but the party that was happening around me all through the night was finishing up because the sun was rising. I was let up and while i left I was really angry at myself because I hadn't thought of doing something other than just taking the abuse till the end. I remember the thoughts were that I always just took it and never looked beyond what was happening to find a better solution.

Interesting merger of things that have happened/do exist and things that haven't/don't.

10.05.2006 - 19:37

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